I Can't and I Want

im sorry. i didnt want to do this. you know how much i love you. you know that i do want to be with you. hell, you are the best person ive ever been with. there are so many factors that show that we are supposed to be together.

but i have to think for myself now. i have to consider my feelings. even though i love talking to you, i love being with you, i love you..you broke up with me and i need some time to think.

at the risk of sounding cliche, if were meant to be, it will happen. its just that i cant keep entertaining someone who cant be with me right now and who doesnt know what he wants.

i cant keep talking and talking without getting a response.
i cant keep crying every time i think about us.
i cant keep hurting myself.

all i know is, i want to be with you and that i love you.

i just want you to stop taking me for granted.
i want you to miss me.
i want you to wake up and realize what you really want.

i want to stop hurting.

Getting Back To Blogging

haha. what a pain in the ass it was to sign into my blogger account. i forgot my password and i forgot what email address i used for this account. oh my god. i have to get back to blogging.